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4.暗恋,无言的痛苦

One-Side Love, the Unspeakable Pain

睡前一句话

1. To love someone in secret is like a seed in bottle. Though we aren't sure whether the future will be more beautiful, we are still waiting for it earnestly and eagerly.

暗恋一个人,像是瓶子里的种子,不知道将来是否会发芽,却还是真挚而坚定地等待着。

写给在读书的你:

Quietly, silently, we fall in love with someone. It is wonderful and joyful.We love someone but we can not let him know, which is like a seed in bottle and it is unknown that whether the seed would germinate in the future.

悄悄地,静静地,我们爱上了一个人,那种感觉很奇妙,很快乐。爱一个人却不能让他知道,那种感觉就像瓶子里的种子,也不知道将来是否会发芽。

□ Words and Phrases:

seed [si:d] n. 种子

seedling ['si:dliŋ] n. 秧苗,幼苗

earnestly ['ə:nistli] adv. 认真地

eagerly ['i:gəli] adv. 渴望地;急切地

eager ['i:gə] adj. 热切的;渴望的

eagerness ['i:gənis] n. 热切;渴望

keen [ki:n] adj. 渴望的;热切的

fall in love with 爱上(某人)

睡前一句话

2. The world’s most sincere, most clear, most heart-rending emotion is Peach.

这个世界上,最诚挚、最纯净、最令人心酸的情感,就是暗恋。

写给在读书的你:

Have you ever been in love with someone secretly? Do you remember that feeling? If you do, you must know that Peach is the world’s most sincere, most clear, most heart-rending emotion.

你是否曾有过暗恋的情愫?是否还记得那份情怀?如果是,那你一定也知道暗恋是最诚挚、最纯净、最令人心酸的情感。

□ Words and Phrases:

sincere [sin'siə] adj. 真挚的;真诚的

emotion [i'məuʃən] n. 情绪;情感

emotional [i'məuʃənl] adj. 感情的,情感的

emote [i'məut] v. 强烈地表现感情

mood [mu:d] n. 情绪;心情

feelings ['fi:liŋs] n. 情感,感情

be in love with 与……相爱

睡前一句话

3. If the one you love doesn’t love you, you’d still feel lonely even if the whole world loves you.

若你喜欢的人不喜欢你,那么,即便全世界的人都喜欢你,你还是会觉得孤单。

写给在读书的你:

In one quiet night, it is very happy to love someone in your mind.But do you know what he thinks about your feeling? If he doesn’t love you, even if the whole world loves you, you will be unhappy.

无人的静夜,你在心里默默地喜欢一个人,那种感觉很幸福。但是他对你的感觉你了解吗?若他不喜欢你,那么,即便全世界的人都喜欢你,你也不会觉得快乐。

□ Words and Phrases:

lonely ['ləunli] adj. 孤独的;寂寞的

totality [təu'tæliti] n. 全部;总数

total ['təutl] adj. 全部的

amount [ə'maunt] n. 总额;总量

sum [sʌm] n. 总数;金额

aggregate ['ægrigeit] n. 总数;合计

think about 考虑;想一想

睡前一句话

4. The worst situation is that you love someone so much and knowing he’ll never feel the same way.

世界上最悲哀的事莫过于,你深深地爱上一个人,心里却明白,他永远也不会回应你。

写给在读书的你:

Very suddenly, the song is heard, and then we just think of the lover. We know he is so far away. We like him deeply, but he will never feel the same way. Maybe this is the worst situation in the world.

很突然地,听见了那首歌,就想起了心爱的人,知道他是那么的遥不可及。我们深深地爱上一个人,他却永远不会回应我们,这应该是世上最悲哀的事了。

□ Words and Phrases:

situation [ˌsitʃu'eiʃ(ə)n] n. 状况;形势

circumstance ['sə:kəmstəns] n. 环境;状况

event [i'vent] n. (尤指)重要事情,大事

eventful [i'ventfəl] adj. 变故多的;多事的

suddenly ['sʌdnli] adv. 突然地;忽然地

sudden ['sʌdən] adj. 突然的;忽然的

all of a sudden 突然;冷不防

睡前一句话

5. You don’t need someone to love in secret. We just stand by the river and feel sad when seeing the shadow in the water and think that we are falling in love with someone.

暗恋,不需要对象。站在河边,看着自己的倒影独自悲伤,却以为我们爱上了那个人。

写给在读书的你:

Very suddenly we see a similar figure. Then we can’t help falling in memory. Sometimes, loving in secret is like feeling sad when we see the shadow. We think that we are falling in love with him.

很突然地,我们看到一个相似的身影,却会身不由己,陷入回忆。有时暗恋就像是看着自己的倒影独自悲伤,以为我们爱上了那个人。

□ Words and Phrases:

in secret 秘密地;暗地里

secret as the grave 守口如瓶

secret ballot 无记名投票

secret agent 间谍

shadow ['ʃædəu] n. 影子;阴影

eye shadow 眼影

live in the shadow 隐姓埋名;过默默无闻的生活

睡前一句话

6. Whoever says they don’t want to be in love must have someone in their hearts that they can not possess.

每一个说着不会去爱的人,心里必然有一个无法得到的人。

写给在读书的你:

We fall in love with someone willingly, and we also can not escape.He is the feeling that we are unable to forget. Although we say that we don’t want to be in love, he is in the heart and can not be taken away.

我们心甘情愿地爱上了一个人,这让我们无法逃避,而他成了心头无法忘却的情怀。虽然说着不爱他,心里却满满的都是他,抹不掉。

□ Words and Phrases:

possess [pə'zes] v. 占有,拥有

escape [is'keip] v. 逃跑,逃走

escapee [ˌeskei'pi:] n. 逃亡者;逃避者

willingly ['wiliŋli] adv. 情愿地;乐意地

willing ['wiliŋ] adj. 心甘情愿的;欣然的;自愿的

be willing to do 愿意(去干什么)

睡前一句话

7. Although secret love is like building a house when you close your eyes, that is a symbol of vitality and inner impulses. It's a purple life.

暗恋一个人,就像闭着眼睛盖房子,那是生命力和内心冲动的体现,是一种生命的紫色。

写给在读书的你:

Maybe what you can not get is the best. Do you feel it deeply?Sometimes, although secret love is like building a house when you close your eyes, that is a symbol of vitality and inner impulses.

也许得不到的才是最好的,你深切体会过吗?有时暗恋一个人,虽然像闭着眼睛盖房子,但那是生命力和内心冲动的体现。

□ Words and Phrases:

vitality [vai'tæliti] n. 生命力;活力

impulse ['impʌls] n. 冲动

睡前一句话

8. Why should you spend a lifetime forgetting someone? Because you do not try to forget, but are nostalgic, looking forward and dreaming.

要用一辈子才能忘记一个人,为什么呢?因为你并没有去尝试忘记,反而一直在留恋,在渴盼,在做梦。

写给在读书的你:

It is very easy to love someone, but it is difficult to forget him. Why is it so difficult to forget him? Because you do not try to forget, but are nostalgic, looking forward and dreaming.

喜欢上一个人很容易。但要忘记一个人,却很难。为什么要忘记一个人那么难?因为你并没有去尝试忘记,反而一直在留恋,在渴盼,在做梦。

□ Words and Phrases:

lifetime ['laiftaim] n. 一生,终生

lifespan ['laif'spæn] n. 寿命

look forward 期盼,期望

forward ['fɔ:wəd] adj. 向前的

forwards ['fɔ:wədz] adv. 向前

onward ['ɔnwəd] adj. 向前的

backward ['bækwəd] adj. 向后的

睡前一句话

9. I love you, but it’s none of your business.

爱上你,却跟你没有任何关系。

写给在读书的你:

The most beautiful love is mixed with sadness, and the most painful story also has the end. When we fall in love with someone, it’s none of his business. It is destined to be hurt when falling in love with him. So,we know that we can do nothing for love.

再唯美的爱情也掺杂着悲伤,再凄美的故事也有结局,爱上一个人却跟他没有任何关系,爱上他就注定要受伤。于是知道,爱情有时也很无奈。

□ Words and Phrases:

none of one’s business 不关某人的事

mix with 混合

mix [miks] v. 混合;搅和

mix in 打起来了;争吵起来

mix it up 猛打,狠揍;争吵

mix well 搅匀;善于与人相处

mixture ['mikstʃə] n. 混合物

睡前一句话

10. I have ever passed by your heart, not because I didn’t want to stay,but you would not take me in it.

曾路过你的心,不是不愿驻足,是你不想收留。

写给在读书的你:

Many things have boundaries. Many times even the strong man will feel tired. Our love for him will not stop, but so what? He would not take us in the heart.

很多事情都是有界限的。而很多时候,再坚强的人也会感到疲惫。我们对他的爱永不停息,那又怎样?他却不愿收留我们那颗流浪的心。

□ Words and Phrases:

pass away 消失;不存在;结束

pass for 充作

pass off 停止;忽视

pass by 从……旁边经过;时间逝去

pass on 前进;继续下去;(时间)过去

boundary ['baundəri] n. 界限;边界

睡前一句话

11. Secret love is into someone which does not belong to your own, as if it is a mistake, but you do not know.

暗恋,就是走进了一个不属于自己的世界,就像一个错误,你却没有发现。

写给在读书的你:

No matter you walk to the left, or to the right, you can’t get out of the circle of love. You love someone, but there is no result. You can’t tell what it is, knowing only by yourself. Sometimes secret love is like walking into one world which does not belong to your own. So, you can not get in.

不管你向左走,还是向右走,却始终走不出爱的圆圈。喜欢一个人,却没有结果,什么滋味,只有自己才能体会。有时候,暗恋就像走进了一个不属于自己的世界,你无法融入。

□ Words and Phrases:

circle['sa:kal] n. 圆,圆圈

belong [bi'lɔŋ] v. 属于;是……的成员

mistake [mis'teik] n. 错误;过失

mistaken [mi'steikən] adj. 犯错的;错误的

circle ['sə:kəl] n. 圆,圆圈

radius ['reidiəs] n. 半径

diameter [dai'æmitə] n. 直径

睡前一句话

12. The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, yet you don’t know that I love you.

世界上最远的距离不是生死相隔,而是我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你。

写给在读书的你:

In the deep heart, there is a space for someone. But on the way, we can’t travel together with him. The furthest distance is when someone stands in front of you, yet he doesn’t know that you love him.

在内心深处一直有一处空间为一个人而留。可是前进的路上却不能与他结伴而行。世界上,最远的距离,莫过于那个人站在你面前,却不知道你爱他。

□ Words and Phrases:

distance ['distəns] n. 距离;间距

distant ['distənt] adj. 遥远的

isolated ['aisəleitid] adj. 偏远的

remotely [ri'məutli] adv. 在偏僻的地方

remote [ri'məut] adj. 偏远的

faraway ['fɑ:rəwei] adj. 遥远的

in front of 在……前面,在……面前

睡前一句话

13. The most special feeling of human is the blind love. That is the unique. You would never see a cat loving another cat in secret.

人最特别的情感是暗恋,它独一无二。你永远不会看到一只猫,偷偷喜欢上另一只猫。

写给在读书的你:

Do you know the taste of secret love? Do you know the mysterious feeling of loving someone secretly? So, the most special feeling of human is the blind love. That is the unique love in the world.

你了解暗恋的滋味吗?你知道偷偷喜欢一个人的那份神秘的感觉吗?人最特别的情感就是暗恋,它在世上独一无二。

□ Words and Phrases:

special ['speʃəl] adj. 特殊的;专门的

specialist ['speʃəlist] n. 专家

specialty ['speʃəlti] n. 专业

specialize ['speʃəlaiz] v. 专攻

specialism ['speʃəlizəm] n. 专业;专长

unique [ju: 'ni:k] adj. 唯一的,独一无二的

uniqueness [ju:'ni:knis] n. 唯一性;单值性;独特性

睡前一句话

14. You are so lucky, because you can choose to love me or not, but myself only have to choose from loving you or loving you more.

你如此幸运,可以选择爱或者不爱,而我,只能选择爱还是更爱。

写给在读书的你:

We try to make more efforts but we are disappointed every time. At last we are very tired to wait for someone with no response. So, you are so lucky, because you can choose to love or not, but you do not know how sad I am.

我们一次次地努力,却一次次地失望,最终那没有回应的等待让人疲惫。而你却如此幸运,可以选择爱或者不爱,殊不知我有多么的难过。

□ Words and Phrases:

choose [tʃu:z] v. 选择;挑选

choice [tʃɔis] n. 选择;挑选;抉择

effort ['efət] n. 努力;努力的成果

effortless ['efətlis] adj. 不费力的

wait for 等候,等待

response [ri'spɔns] n. 反应;相应

respond [ri'spɔnd] v. 回答

睡前一句话

15. To live in a world without you is more painful than any punishment.Do you know that no one can replace you in my heart?

没有你的世界,比任何惩罚都要残酷。你知道吗?在我的心灵深处,你无可替代。

写给在读书的你:

Loving someone can’t change, yet we are unable to forget him. To live in a world without him is more painful than any punishment. No one can replace him in the heart.

爱一个人始终不变,对他的情也无法忘怀。没有他的世界,比任何惩罚都要残酷,他真的是无可替代。

□ Words and Phrases:

painful ['peinfəl] adj. 疼痛的;痛苦的

pain [pein] n. 痛,痛苦

painless ['peinlis] adj. 无痛的

miserable ['mizərəbl] adj. 痛苦的;悲惨的

misery ['mizəri] n. 痛苦;悲惨

punishment ['pʌniʃmənt] n. 惩罚;刑罚

replace [ri(:)'pleis] v. 代替,取代

睡前一句话

16. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

没有回报的爱,是痛苦的。更痛苦的是爱上一个人,却没有勇气让他知道。

写给在读书的你:

It is not wrong to love someone. But when you love him and don’t have the courage to let him know, you are doomed to be injured.

爱一个人没有错,但爱上一个人却没有勇气让他知道,就注定会受伤。

□ Words and Phrases:

in return 作为回报;作为报答

courage ['kʌridʒ] n. 勇气;胆量

courageous [kə'reidʒəs] adj. 勇敢的,无畏的

encouragement [in'kʌridʒmənt] n. 鼓舞,鼓励

discourage [dis'kʌridʒ] v. 使灰心,使泄气

cowardice ['kauədis] n. 胆小;懦弱

coward ['kauəd] n. 懦夫;胆怯者

injured ['indʒəd] adj. 受伤的

睡前一句话

17. You know my loneliness is only kept for you, and my sweet songs are only sung for you.

你可知道,那落寞只是因为你,那恋歌也只是唱给你听。

写给在读书的你:

We can wait for the next time if missing the meteor, but the love will not come back if we miss it. If we love someone, we want him to know that the loneliness is only kept for him, and the sweet songs are also only sung for him.

错过了流星还可以等待,错过的爱情却不会回来。如果我们喜欢一个人,就要让他知道,那落寞只是因为他,那恋歌也只是唱给他听。

□ Words and Phrases:

miss [mis] v. 错过

meteor ['mi:tiə] n. 流星

meteor shower 流星雨

meteorite ['mi:tiəˌrait] n. 陨石

asteroid ['æstərɔid] n. 小行星

nebula ['nebjulə] n. 星云

galaxy ['gæləksi] n. 星系

睡前一句话

18. There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It’s caused by the absence of you.

时常,心里隐隐地痛,你却不会明白,那是因为少了你。

写给在读书的你:

Deep in the heart, there is a space left for someone forever. Yet he can not understand the loving heart. There is one pain in the heart,which is caused by the absence of him.

内心深处有处地方,永远为一个人保留,可是他却体会不到那颗爱他的心。心里时常隐隐地痛只是因为少了那个人。

□ Words and Phrases:

cause [kɔ:z] v. 引起;给……带来

give cause for 引起;成为……的原因

in the cause of 为……而……

(a) lost cause 已注定的败局;没希望的事

plead one’s cause 辩护;分辩;声援

first cause 原动力;主要原因

internal cause 内因

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19. Every beat of my heart, loudly cries your name. I want so much to be with you; oh, please, please, feel the same.

内心的每一次跳动,都在呼唤你。多么希望能和你在一起,噢,期望你能同样地回应我。

写给在读书的你:

The lonely night brings the sadness, but the love to someone will not be reduced. You just hope he can understand that every beat of your heart, loudly cries his name. You hope that he can feel the same as you.

虽然孤独的夜晚带来了伤感,却不能减少对那个人的爱,只是希望他能明白你内心的每一次跳动都在呼唤他,期望他能同样地回应你。

□ Words and Phrases:

beat [bi:t] v. 打;连击;n. 敲打;敲打声

heartbeat ['hɑ:tbi:t] n. 心跳

drumbeat ['drʌmbi:t] n. 鼓声

pound [paund] v. (不断地)敲打;猛击

cry [krai] v. 呼喊,叫喊

be with 和……一起

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20. You are to me a delicious torment.

对于我,你是一种甜蜜的折磨。

写给在读书的你:

Secretly, you love someone quietly in the heart, and all can’t be stopped since it comes. In the dusks, walking on the path, you wonder in the heart. You love him, in the deep heart, but he is a delicious torment. How can you get rid of this kind of feeling?

心里暗暗地喜欢上了一个人,从此一发不可收拾。多少个黄昏,漫步在那条小路上,心里却独自徘徊,喜欢他,在心底,可他却是一种甜蜜的折磨。怎样才能摆脱这种情思呢?

□ Words and Phrases:

dusk [dʌsk] n. 黄昏,傍晚

twilit ['twailit] adj. 暮色苍茫的

nightfall ['naitfɔ:l] n. 黄昏,傍晚

twilight ['twailait] n. 暮色;黄昏

sunset ['sʌnset] n. 日落,傍晚

torment ['tɔ:ment] n. 折磨,煎熬

be in torment 在痛苦中

suffer torment(s) from 因……而受苦

睡前一句话

21. We always think that love is very heavy, heavy and could be the heaviest thing in the world. But one day, when you look back, you suddenly realize that it’s always light, light.

总以为,那份情感是世界上最重的重量,很重,很重。有一天,暮然回首,才发现,它一直都很轻,很轻。

写给在读书的你:

Once secret love gives us joy, but it also gives us pain. Is there anyone who hasn’t suffered from the secret love? We always think that love is very heavy, heavy and could be the heaviest thing in the world.But in fact, it’s always light, light.

暗恋一个人曾给我们带来了快乐,却也给我们带来了痛苦。有谁不曾为那暗恋而痛苦?我们总以为,那份情感是世界上最重的重量,很重,很重。其实它一直都很轻,很轻。

□ Words and Phrases:

look back 回顾;回忆;回头看

look about 四下里看;环顾

look after 照看,照管

look ahead 向前看;展望未来

look away 把脸转过去

look down upon 蔑视,看不起

look for 寻找

睡前一句话

22. To be lonely is not because you have no friends, but no one is living in your heart.

感到孤独,不是因为你没有朋友,而是因为心里少了一个你爱的人。

写给在读书的你:

Sometimes, even if we are surrounded by many friends, we still feel very lonely. Only from the deep heart, we understand that’s because of the lack of someone we love.

有时,即使我们身边簇拥着很多的朋友,我们依然会感到很孤独,只有内心深处才了解,那是因为少了一个喜欢的人。

□ Words and Phrases:

surround [sə'raund] v. 包围,环绕

be surrounded by 四周被……环绕着

lack [læk] n. 缺少,不足

lacking ['lækiŋ] adj. 缺乏的,不足的

short [ʃɔ:t] adj. 不足的,短缺的

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23. Although you insist loving on your own is also called love, one palm can not make noise.

虽然你坚持认为暗恋也被称为爱情,但一个巴掌是拍不响的。

写给在读书的你:

If you like someone, you should speak out loudly. Love on your own is a kind of love, but it is like one palm which can not clap. You can feel the pain in it yourself.

喜欢一个人,就应该大声说出来。暗恋虽也是一种爱情,但却像一只拍不响的手掌一样,其中的痛苦只有自己体会。

□ Words and Phrases:

speak [spi:k] v. 说话,讲话

speak out 大声讲;毫无顾虑地说出

speaker ['spi:kə] n. 发言者;演讲者

speech [spi:tʃ] n. 讲话,发言

oral ['ɔ:rəl] adj. 口头的

speechless ['spi:tʃlis] adj. 说不出话的

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24. Yet he, for whom I grieve, shall never know it. My tougue does not betray, nor my eyes show it. Not a sigh, nor a tear ever discloses my pain, but they fall silently, like dew on roses.

我为他悲伤他却并不知情。我没有提起过,眼里也从未表露过。从不叹息流泪,从不表露我的悲伤,但眼泪却像玫瑰上的露珠一样轻轻滑落。

写给在读书的你:

We love someone secretly in heart, but he knows nothing about it. The feeling that doesn’t disclose is still concealed deeply in heart.Although it is painful, it is memorable.

在心里,暗暗地喜欢一个人,他却毫不知情。那份没有表露的感情,暗藏在内心深处,虽然痛苦,却也不能忘怀。

□ Words and Phrases:

disclose [dis'kləuz] v. 揭露;显露

conceal [kən'si:l] v. 隐藏;隐瞒

exhume [eks'hju:m] v. 挖掘

unearth [ʌn'ə:θ] v. 发掘;出土

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25. My faith rewards my love, though he denies it.

我对他的爱始终如一,尽管他对此一无所知。

写给在读书的你:

The love is hidden in heart, consistently, but he doesn’t know about that. The silent pain tortures me from time to time. So, I can’t eat, and can’t sleep.

那份爱,藏在心底,始终如一,而他却一无所知。这种无言的痛苦时不时地折磨着我,令我寝食难安。

□ Words and Phrases:

faith [feiθ] n. 信仰;信任,信赖;信心

faithful ['feiθfəl] adj. 忠实的,忠诚的

reward [ri'wɔ:d] v. 报答;奖赏;给……报酬

deny [di'nai] v. 否认;拒绝承认

consistently [kən'sistəntli] adv. 一致地;始终如一地

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26. A most mediocre person can be the object of a love which is wild,extravagant, and beautiful as the poison lilies of swamp.

再平凡的人也能成为被爱的人,那爱像湿地有毒的百合一样狂热、恣意又美丽。

写给在读书的你:

Although he is very ordinary, I have a crush on him secretly. The love is like the poison lilies in the swamp which are very wild and extravagant.

虽然他很平凡,很普通,但我却狂热地暗恋着他,对他的爱像湿地有毒的百合一样狂热、恣意。

□ Words and Phrases:

mediocre ['mi:diəukə] adj. 平庸的,平凡的

extravagant [iks'trævəgənt] adj. 放肆的;奢侈的

swamp [swɔmp] n. 沼泽;湿地

lily ['lili] n. 百合花

poisonous ['pɔizənəs] adj. 有毒的;恶意的

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27. Accidently our four eyes meet, but I can not see your heart.

不经意间,我们的目光相互交织,而我却无法看清你的内心。

写给在读书的你:

Love is beautiful but at the same time dim like the darkness.Sometimes, we look into each other’s eyes, but our hearts can not be seen through.

爱情,虽美好,却又晦暗如黑夜。有时,我们凝视着对方的眼睛,却看不透对方的心。

□ Words and Phrases:

accidently [æksi'dentli] adv. 偶然地

accidental [ˌæksi'dentl] adj. 意外的;偶然的

accident-prone ['æksidəntˌprəun] adj. 易出事故的

black spot 事故多发区

mishap ['misˌhæp] n. 小事故;晦气

darkness ['dɑ:knis] n. 黑暗 UvJ/XUMVoesb+7vsY3JNc7rGp8WvPMvdqwwSQvccRu0LIVtJOIC3mHtXdEITZ0w7

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